My journey is unique

My mom did something to me in the womb

A private ceremony to make sure I always stayed strong as a woman

When I was born, I had already felt clearheaded, and never knew why

My story starts in a small part of New York 

Mount Vernon to be exact 

Living in a wealthier part of New York always felt weird 

Because while we weren’t wealthy, my access to wealthy people shows me what life was like 

I remember feeling confused and scared 

Why? 

Because the world feel wrong to me in the 90’s 

Everyone partying 

Everyone always celebrating  

I felt isolated 

Growing up with a part of me fully healed was interesting  

To give context, that ‘ceremony’ my mom did fully healed my EXPERIENCE part of self

It meant I always had experience in anything I came across

So going back to the 90s, the celebrations felt off

While the celebrating was right for people, I always felt like it would be short lived

And that the celebrations should be short lived too 

Why? 

I could feel some sort of breakdown happening in 2009 (FYI that was the economic collapse)

I could feel the overspending starting to have repercussions 

And I wanted to mentally feel prepared  

So I kept my head down 

I didn’t interact with a lot of people in middle school and high school 

And more importantly I started to understand my struggles as a black woman in New York City 

As a Jamaican-American growing up officially in the Bronx, NY,

I started to realize that the capitalist system was “thriving” by incentivizing all people of color to excessively buy

Before the 90s, people were INCREDIBLY frugal 

Practical 

And White Americans rarely ate out or bought beyond their means  

The 90s hit 

And African Americans bought cars, luxury jewelry and multi-million dollar mansions  

And it all changed 

The collapse was from successful billionaires pushing an image 

A new American dream 

And the excessive loans and mortgages become normal going in the Y2K era 

So you’re probably wondering how that fits my story? 

The healed part of myself started to understand that spending money had to be intentional…and I avoided all name brand things for two decades

I didn’t even get an Apple phone/product until 2021

I started to see the capitalist society around me as a leech  

And my eyes started to cultivate for awareness and understanding of the times we were heading into  

Overpopulation  

Overconsumption  

Lack of resources  

Even into my 20s, my nervous system started to not use the EXPERIENCE healing within me

She became afraid 

It ignored my own inner desires and started to show me to save everything  

To be extremely frugal 

But the human body NEEDS consumption  

It NEEDS quality  

And that led to my saturn return of inner turmoil 

My experience identity would kick in and cause me spend on quality apartments and being around quality people who pushed entrepreneurship 

My wounded self would try to quit and go back to education 

In 2018, I was in complete inner turmoil 

My experienced identity would say 'invest in your health, go to Whole Foods, spend on deep nourishment and healthy spaces that can build your inner capacity'

My wounded self never wanted money, hated the overconsumption, went to buying simple skincare, like castile soap with its 20+ uses to avoid overconsumption  

Minimalism felt like me and I hoarded that information on how to live with only one backpack

While the experience identity would guide me to buy really great quality foods, going over the $75 a week budget I set for myself 

I never gave my Experience identity space to be itsslf

Eventually 2019 hit and I started to recognize how much better I felt when I spent on quality items, not just in food, but in going to concerts, in having a better car, and even having a better quality apartment

I started to understand the value of spending money that doubles or even quadruples back in value

And then I realized I needed a lot more money to sustain this

I had a small fitness company in 2016, but my nervous system didn’t like the 1:1 experience, and even felt disconnected from online coaching 

My body started to connect to public speaking and motivation, a confidence I built from the experience identity over the last 30 years 

But something didn’t click, the industry even with Mel Robbins and Gabriel Bernstein felt unstable

And then I stumbled on the 2k for 2k coach and realized that life coaching could work

I was always a school counselor for 8 years; I had trained in therapy from the ‘best’ school in the country for education and psychology (Columbia University), so life coaching became a no-brainer

Boy was I in for a ride

The whole industry was a mess when I joined. Facebook groups filled with sleezy strategy and focused on selling people who didn’t even want help

People feeling like they were being pushed to buy to stay relevant as an entrepreneur,

or as an aspiring million dollar women

I tried investing in 2020 during the pandemic and ended extremely sick by December  

And then 2021 happened 

My desire for money grew stronger (I had quit my job by then)

Buy my nervous system was dealing with extreme sickness

I fell into a wounded version who desperately wanted $100,000 months, so I can finally take a break from social media

And this led to a 4 year evolution filled with losing my sacred apartment, no income, no job, and honestly barely eating

This breakdown led to a breakthrough  

My body healed 

My parents helped me 

My family stepped in 

But most importantly the healing I needed, finally had space when obligations were gone 

I share my story because I constantly felt like impending changes were happening 

And I ignored them until life forced me to deal with them 

Now you may have been in this space before and leaped out 

But the life you see only came from deep inner healing 

From a place where I had to address the inner shifts of pain that happened in a world committed to being in denial

If you’re here, you know it’s time

Time to shift 

Time to do deep healing in the BILLIONS

And time to evolve

My healing finished in August of 2026

And now you see a reflection of the four years-- of deep transformation 

Let’s get you on a path of sustained peace as well